Hopeless

I really dont't know what to do,or what happened.........

Maybe I shouldn't do that,but I didn't realise the result.Why didn't he reply for my SMS?I'm sure that he has received my SMS.In one of them even I have asked him to reply........

I'm so hopeless now.I cried for so long this morning,just,just a kind of feeling that can hardly be described.

I hpoe things will turn out to be better.Maybe sth I know all the time...